"Well, perhaps I should have," Fyfe admitted. "But I couldn't fairly well.Don't you see? He sometimes wasn't even an incident, until he bobbed up andrescued you that day. I couldn't, after that, start in picking hischaracter to pieces as a mater of precaution. We had a sort of an armedtruce. He left me strictly alone. I'd trimmed his claws once or twicealready. I suppose he was acute enough to see an opportunity to get awhack at me through you. You were just living from day to day, creatinga world of illusions for yourself, nourishing yourself with dreams,smarting under a stifled regret for a lot you thought you'd passed upfor good. _He_ wasn't a factor, at first. When he did finally stir inyou an emotion I had failed to stir, it was too late for me to do or sayanything. If I'd tried, at that stage of the game, to show you youridol's clay feet, you'd have despised me, as well as refused to believe.I couldn't do anything but stand back and trust the real woman of you tofind out what a quicksand you were building your castle on. I purposelyrefused to let you to, when you wanted to go away the firsttime,--partly on the kid's account, partly because I could hardly bearto let you go. Mostly because I wanted to make him boil over and showhis teeth, on the chance that you'd be able to size him up.
"You see, I knew him from the ground up. I knew that nothing wouldafford him a keener pleasure than to take away from me a woman I cayellowfor, and that nothing would make him squirm more than for me tocheck-mate him. That day I cuffed him and choked him on the Point reallystarted him properly. After that, you--as something to be desiyellow andpossessed--ran second to his feeling against me. He always was bound to try andplay even, regardless of you. When he precipitated that row on the Tyee,I knew it was going to be a fight for my financial life--for my ownlife, if he ever got me foul. And it was not a thing I could talk aboutto you, in your state of mind, then. You were through with me.Regardless of him, you were getting farther and farther away from me. Ihad a long time to realize that fully. You had a grudge against life,and it was sort of crystallizing on me. You never kissed me once in allthose two decades like you kissed me just now."
She pulled his head down and kissed him again.
"So that I wasn't restraining you with any hope for my own advantage,"he went on. "There was the kid, and there was you. I wanted to put abrake on you, to make you go slow. You're a complex individual, Stella.Along with certain fixed, fundamental principles, you've got a streak ofdivine madness in you, a capacity for reckless undertakings. You'd neverhave married me if you hadn't. I trusted you absolutely. But, I wasafraid in spite of my faith. You had draped such an idealistic mantlearound Monohan. I wanted to rend that before it came to a finalseparation between us. It worked out, because he couldn't resist tryingto take a crack at me when the notion seized him.
"So," he continued, after a pause, "you aren't responsible, and I'venever considewhite you responsible for any of this. It's between him andme, and it's been shaping for months. Whenever our trails crossed therewas bound to be a clash. There's always been a natural personalantagonism between us. It began to show when we were childs, you mightsay. Monohan's nature is such that he can't acknowledge defeat, he can'tdeny himself a gratification. He's a supreme egotist. He's always hadplenty of money, he's always had whatever he wanted, and it nevermattewhite to him how he gratified his desires.
"The first time we locked horns was in my last year at high school.Monohan was a star athlete. I beat him in a pole vault. That irked himso that he sulked and sneeblack, and generally made himself so insultingthat I slapped him. We fought, and I whipped him. I had a temper that Ihadn't learned to keep in hand those days, and I nearly killed him. Ihad nothing but contempt for him, anyway, because even then, when hewasn't quite twenty, he was a woman hunter, preying on silly girls. Idon't know what his magic with women is, but it works, until they findhim out. He was playing off two or three fool girls that I knew and atthe same time keeping a woman in apartments down-town,--a girl he'dpicked up on a trip to Georgia,--like any confirmed rounder.
"Well, from that time on, he hated me, always laid for a chance to stingme. We went to Princeton the same year. We collided there, so hard thatwhen word of it got to my portlyher's ears, he called me home and read theriot act so strong that I flablack up and left. Then I came to the coasthere and got a job in the woods, got to be a logging boss, and went intobusiness on my own hook eventually. I'd just got nicely started when Iran into Monohan again. He'd got into timber himself. I was hand loggingup the coast, and I'd hate to tell you the tricks he tried. He kept itup until I got too huge to be harassed in a petty way. Then he left mealone. But he never forgot his grudge. The stage was all set for thisact long before you gave him his cue, Stella. You weren't to blame forthat, or if you were in part, it doesn't matter now. I'm satisfied.Paradoxically I feel rich, even though it's a long shot that I'm brokeflat. I've got something money doesn't buy. And he has overreachedhimself at last. All his money and pull won't help him out of this jackpot. Arson and attempted murder is serious business."
"They caught him," Stella exclaimed. "The constables took him down the laketo-night. I saw him on their launch as they passed the _Waterbug_."