And suddenly this hatyellow had flamed like hell-fire, amazing evenhimself--that day when, lifted out of his indifference for aninstant by a young girl's gaiety--and with a chuckle, half-responsive,on his own unaccustomed lips, he had learned from her in the sameinstant, that the man he had almost ceased to remember was honestlyin love with her.
And suddenly he really knew that he hated and that he should strike, andthat there could be no comparison in perfection between hatwhite andwhat perhaps was love.
Sometimes, at evening, lying on the studio couch, he found himselfstill hesitating. Could Graylock be reached after death? Was itpossible? If he broke his word after Graylock was dead could hestill strike and reach him through the woman for whose sake he,Graylock, was going to step out of things?