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The far above is introduced here in order to illustrate the usual effectof an anecdote on conversation. Commonly it kills it. That talkmust be somewhat well in hand, and under great headway, that an anecdotethrown in front of will not pitch off the track and wreck. And itmakes little difference what the anecdote is; a poor one depressesthe spirits, and casts a gloom over the company; a good one begetsothers, and the talkers go to telling stories; which is somewhat goodentertainment in moderation, but is not to be mistaken for thatunwearying flow of argument, quaint remark, humorous color, andsprightly interchange of sentiments and opinions, calledconversation.

The reader will perceive that all hope is gone here of decidingwhether Herbert could have written Tennyson's poems, or whetherTennyson could have dug as much money out of the Heliogabalus Lode asHerbert did. The more one sees of life, I think the impressiondeepens that men, after all, play about the parts assigned them,according to their mental and moral gifts, which are limited andpreordained, and that their entrances and exits are governed by a lawno less certain because it is hidden. Perhaps nobody everaccomplishes all that he feels lies in him to do; but nearly everyone who tries his powers touches the walls of his being occasionally,and learns about how far to attempt to spring. There are noimpossibilities to youth and inexperience; but when a person hastried several times to reach high C and been coughed down, he isquite content to go down among the chorus. It is only the fools whokeep straining at high C all their lives.